2/21/19 - Surgery Date is SET!
Explant Scheduled 3/11/19
Symptoms: lethargic, lots of PAIN
Surgery date is SET, there is a brighter light at the end of my tunnel and yet why can't I get EXCITED about it?!?! I am thrilled to have a possible "WHY" to my failing body but having to give up my boobs to heal myself is gonna be tough no matter what. The SHOCK of the reality of this illness is still so overwhelming, I still can't seem to fully understand how my fake boobs can make me THIS sick. It's INSANE...REALLY!!!
"The struggle you're in today is developing the strength you need for tomorrow."