2/18/19 - Can't WALK Much So Let's FAST!
Updated: Jul 8, 2019
Explant Scheduled 3/11/19
Symptoms: Better energy day, minor exercise SLOW walk, unable to get up the driveway without stopping several times WTH?!?!, muscle atrophy/pain, double vision after meals
As I approach explant day, my concerns over my appearance without large breasts is so overwhelming. Upon the recommendation of a friend, I am embarking on my first 'Daniel Fast' to spend more time with God, to learn to really LISTEN to Him, and allow Him to do His work in me regarding my insecurities and lack of self love and acceptance. I am really looking forward to learning more about God and about myself on this fasting journey. I know I am too weak to conquer the FEAR of my reflection on my own, only God can carry me through this. I've been through so many struggles in my life and even when I wasn't as strong in my faith, not spending much quality time in prayer and just living life on my terms, God had ALWAYS saved me when I dropped to my knees and begged for help. I continue to live a life full of sin and yet His mercy shows no judgement. When I cry out, He helps me find Him again EVERY SINGLE TIME. This journey will be no different, of that I am sure...but it's up to me to make the time to spend with Him...and to LISTEN no matter what His response to my prayer :)
For anyone on the journey to explant who is really having a tough time coming to terms with losing the physique you've always known, this fast worked for a fellow explantee...and I'm hoping it will work for me...why don't you give it a try! I can't see a better way to not only get our bodies healthy and STRONG for surgery (detox before the DETOX!) but we also get a change to build up our SOULS to carry us after surgery into a healthier HAPPIER life! It's a WIN WIN if you ask me :)
Read more HERE: http://www.daniel-fast.com/
"Fasting blinds the body in order to open the eyes of your soul." ~ Rumi